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I’m peeking to the next circle, there is fire everywhere.
“What is this place?” I murmured.
“Hell”, he said.
“I don’t believe in hell”, I said. “Heaven and hell are just a matter of conception. I don’t believe in such things, not anymore”.
“Yes, you should”, he said. “You are in hell”.
“So this is hell?” I questioned him. “If hell is on earth, then what is the afterlife?”
He is quiet, such a stupid man. I stepped forward.
“Where are you going?” he asked me.
“You think? I’m going forward”, I answered.
“Don’t”, he said.
“Because you are mine”.
“Who said that I’m yours? I’m a free soul”.
“No, you’re not. You belong to me”.
“Bullshit,… I don’t belong to you, Virgil. Not anymore”.
“Don’t do this to me!”
“Stay here with me and accompany me. This is our home”.
“No, it isn’t. This is your home, not mine”.
There was silence.
“Virgil, you suppose to take me to that fake paradise. But as far as I can see, this is only a vicious circle. I see no heaven. And this isn’t hell either. You just brought anyone to get caught in your vicious circle to accompany you, as many as you can get. That’s just simply what you are”.
“So you’re gonna go find another Virgil to replace me?”
“No. I need no Virgil. I have myself… And my Lord…”
“So, you’re gonna leave me here?”
“You could have leave this place yourself. But you just won’t do that. It’s just simply you”.
“And you’re gonna leave me here…”
“Yeah, because it’s just simply me,” I said. “Bye.. bye.. Virgil,.. I’m quite sure I still gonna hear you sound. It’s just who you are. But at that time,.. it’ll be being-qua-being”.
He is silent. And I finally set myself free.
Sweet Light, to you i cry..
without your guidance i shall be dead here on this cruel path
among the people i love with their left wings
who keeps on flapping bruising me inside
in the deepest circle of my core
Sweet Light, to you i pry..
release your arrow to me and wake me from this dream
through every nightmare within a nightmare
and let my soul see the shore of our home
in the deepest circle of my heart
Ave Lucia, te lucis ante terminum
take me to the Sanctum made of skulls and bones
and the wine of tears and blood
for my Heaven’s entombed before my eyes
with your companion, in the deepest circle of Hell
And to you after the light is done,
shall i be free in the end of the road?